Karma

So many things playing in mind lately. It's more to life reflection and karma

What's life to me? Life is like a piece of examination paper. You'll get high marks or pass the paper when you live life positively and prevent sinning path. Once we step into the sinning path, we'll get low marks, come to worst, we might fail!

Some peoples think that they're so smart by cheating peoples and get rich .Their happiness are built on the sacrifiction and suffering of other peoples. How aweful . Im wondering if "karma" ever come across their mind? Dont they know they'll judged at the end of the day? But the worst is their bad karma passed to their next generation. As a result, their child born abnormal or have terrible accident or involved in drug-relating activities.

I do believe in karma. I know when I hurted a person today, I'll get hurted the other time. I have karma understanding since I was a little child and my mum constantly reminds me about that. Im myself experienced and heard of many cases of karma took place.

Somehow, it's not only about karma. It also about the sense of conscience. A person with deep sense of conscience had a great heart , kind-hearted and soft-hearted. Not all of them do good things because of karma. Deeply in their heart, they think one should have good intention towards another . They're free thinker. Yes, I met this kind of person too.

Ignorant peoples call them STUPID. But I look at these peoples as a person who truly understand about life. Good things is, they past the "life examination" easily. Bad things is, they're prone to fall into prey to peoples who make use of their weakness. It's pathetic.

Anyway, let God judge who is the real sinner. I hope these peoples will wake up from their evil dreams before everything come to late.

Im a sinner, but I repent. . .

Bad Day

I was wondering what happened to me these few days. Unlucky things keep taking places.

After few while get bad news, I got another bad things. Felt really down.

This time cant hold my tears, felt unwanted and hurted. Tears keep streaming down while driving back to my home. I never felt so down like this.

I stay positive despite unwanted things happen. But this time cant put myself in the state of positivity.

When bad things keep happen and one dont have someone he/she trusted to rely on, no matter how strong someone used to be, one will eventually collapsed.

Yes, Im still a human. Im not Superwoman.

Im looking for a clearer sky tomorrow.

Difficulties

Often, I found myself keep telling myself that life's good. I couldn't agree more.

Somehow, there were times I cant think positively. Couldn't help but let this negative feeling "blossoming" in my mind. Im living all by myself, hiding all the difficulties behind my family and friends. I couldnt let them come into my world of sorrow, because I believe only myself can end it.

All things in our daily life can be difficulties if we tend to think negatively. Most problems can be actually solved unless one is diagnosed with incurable disease. Time is the only matter. Again, Im the only one who facing it.

If I couldnt make myself happier,who will? Happiness is gained by myself. Life is not determined by how many problems we are facing, but how we live our life.

Alice believes that she can pull through all the difficulties as she has the belief of HOPE & MIRACLE.

God bless. . . Amen.

One Night In Kundasang

It was three holidays Im enjoying in my lovely hometown, Sandakan. It was the most anticipated holiday every year because I can fly back to my hometown to meet my family and friends. I dont have to think things related to works or life in KL. Just do my own things I like, relax and lepak.

Then me and my friends planned a trip to Kundasang . It was a 1 day 1 night trip. Short but really memorable trip we made. The rest let the pictures tell the stories.....